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SO! I've caught up with a lot of my homework and assignments. It feels so great.
So far I've been off of social media (Facebook, twitter, instagram) for two/three weeks
My medicine is starting to work. (Finally)
I made guacamole for tomorrow's field trip :3
(IT TASTES AMAZING) My own recipe
I didn't cut myself making it this time XD
My cat is sitting with me and I've been hanging out with my two best friends all weekend (Dean and Rob)
Dean is getting better at driving - I will admit I was quite frightened when I first got in the car with him today
(Now I know how my Mom feels being a back seat driver XD )
School is over on the 30th
That week I will only have one exam (If my Bible teacher gets my grades in before Tuesday and I turn in my math project Monday)
It will be freaking Spanish... (I HATE SPANISH SOO MUCH)
And then I will be out for the summer (Of course my only exam is on the last day of exams)
Anyways! I'll be open to talk and stuff now~
So feel free to ask for requests of poetry (I want to hone my skills of writing this summer)
I'm doing sooo much better. I am so happy right now and excited.
Hoping for the best this week!
Wish me luck XD
So far I've been off of social media (Facebook, twitter, instagram) for two/three weeks
My medicine is starting to work. (Finally)
I made guacamole for tomorrow's field trip :3
(IT TASTES AMAZING) My own recipe
I didn't cut myself making it this time XD
My cat is sitting with me and I've been hanging out with my two best friends all weekend (Dean and Rob)
Dean is getting better at driving - I will admit I was quite frightened when I first got in the car with him today
(Now I know how my Mom feels being a back seat driver XD )
School is over on the 30th
That week I will only have one exam (If my Bible teacher gets my grades in before Tuesday and I turn in my math project Monday)
It will be freaking Spanish... (I HATE SPANISH SOO MUCH)
And then I will be out for the summer (Of course my only exam is on the last day of exams)
Anyways! I'll be open to talk and stuff now~
So feel free to ask for requests of poetry (I want to hone my skills of writing this summer)
I'm doing sooo much better. I am so happy right now and excited.
Hoping for the best this week!
Wish me luck XD
I cry too much
I'm so tired of crying all the time.
Everything hurts now a days or annoys me so much.
I would rather be alone than with no love.
When I say "no love" I'm talking about:
Being NoticedBeing Cared ForTalked ToAsked "how are you?" with a sincere intent Someone to hold me when I cry. Someone to cheer me up Someone who would listen to me Someone who wouldn't talk behind my back Someone who would stand up for me Being texted or messaged out of the blue - that just lets me know I was on your mind Cuddling, Kisses, Hugs, Touch Truthful intentions and words. As well as actions that follow them.
I feel like no one truly cares for me anymore. I
Slow
Time moves slow [x3]
But it’s you who brought me here
You, through all these years
Time moves slow [x2]
But it’s you who brought me here
It’s you and all your cheers
You who brings a fear
You, through all these years
Time moves slow [x4]
Grouplove – Slow
So. Mood Journal. Hell Yea?
Noooooooo...
But anyways. I'm starting to keep a mood journal to contain my moods and to try to find a pattern of some sort I guess?
Today during school I had like... More than four mood shifts but I only wrote down four...
But whatever.
I'm okay with doing this I guess if it will help with my medication changes - because I want to lose weight! Hai..
We will see how this goes. c:
Right now, I.. Don't really know what I feel.
I mostly show a fake happiness all day...
I feel happy right now, but at the same time, not?
It's weird.
I guess I feel "fine".
Indifferent.
But boiiiii, today was agitating. -.-
Every little thi
So like... I've barely been on here T.T
I'm sorry... I don't think anyone really cares about me on here....
But it feels nice to say I'm back... For a little bit.. I don't get on here that much anymore...
Kinda sucks... I'm just so busy. Kind of... Not with friends. Cause friends... I don't really have any anymore... That's how it feels. No one talks to me anymore. Or they hurt me... Sometimes I can't control my emotions and get upset over little things... But that doesn't mean you all aren't hidden in my heart... I love you all even if you don't love me.
I love all people. I can't bring myself to truly hate someone. I might dislike them for a while.. But never hate. Because I
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